I Perish In Gold. But Love Through Black.
I Perish Through Gold,
But Love Through Black.
Wednesday, 20 May 2009
I Love Her Too Much! ♥

Well, here I am.
Typing the post FULL OF LOVE and a little boredom.
But HECK! Its still something kan.
Oh well, as written in her blog.
Time do fly really fast.
I mean, we met each other really not LONG ago.
And we're already in love with each other for two months.
And saying this from the bottom of my heart,
I REALLY LOVE THIS GIRL! Fo' Shizz!

Without her in my life, I doubt I'd be the person I am today.
She keeps me up when I'm down.
She keeps me safe when I'm not.
She keeps me warm when I'm cold.
She keeps me happy when I'm sad.
She keeps me alive.
She keeps me from being the person I'm not.
In other words, She Makes Me The Best Out Of Who I AM!
She Will Be My Girlfriend Till The End Of Time!
Religion, Age & whatever else the world will disasgree on,
Wouldn't be a factor in this relationship.
Nuff' Said.

Now, Pictures & Captions will Describe us. ♥

Yes I Love Her!

She Makes The Pain Go Away When She's There!

She Brings The Monkey Out Of Me!

She Gives Me Such Joy When She Smiles.

I Can Never Forget Those Eyes & Nose Of Her's.

So People.
In other words as you can see.
I Really LOVE This Girl!
She Means THE World To ME!
And I Don't Think I'll EVER Want All Of This To Stop.
SO, If You Can't Deal With It.
I Say, WHATEVER To You! :D

I Love You Ilissa Ashak!
And I'll Never Let You GO!
Wooots!! :D
Forever&EVER! (K)

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Tuesday, 12 May 2009
Very Random People! LOLOL!

Well people.
Again I blog after ages of not updating.
Its mid-semester breaks now.
Finally I get to go online again. :D
And this time, with time to actually blog something. :D
So time has passed without even noticing it.
Me and Ilissa are alraedy 2 months.
AND GROWING STRONGER! :D
AND I LOVE HER WITHOUT A DOUBT!
Forever & Ever, BABY!! (K)
Good To Know That! :D
Speaking About Her.
Here Are Some Random Pictures Of ME & HER.


Like, I WAS Bored lahh. Can You Blame Me?

She Was Doing Something.
I Got Annoyed Waiting. :D

Her's Says Cool.
Mine Says LAMEE!! :D

Thats About It.
OkayyThnxByeee!

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Sunday, 19 April 2009
I Love You!!

I Love You Forever!
I Would Never Let You Go.
One Month Ago We Were Just Friends.

One Month Later,
This Happened!
And I Don't Ever Want It To End.
I'll Love You Forever.
No Doubt About That Babygirl.
Forever&Ever,Baby!


FYI Readers, I Got Myself a Flickr Account.
This Is My Flickr Site.
Show Love With Comments Yeah.
XOXO!

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Wednesday, 11 March 2009
Aku Telah Di Lamun Cinta. ♥

Ilissa Ashak.

♥ She loves me. :D
♥ I love her too. :D
♥ She makes me happy in so many ways.
♥ Never fails to keep me smiling all the time.
♥ She's always there to support my decisions.
♥ She gives wonderful hugs. :D
♥ She means the world to me.
♥ Never fail to get out of my mind.
♥ She makes me feel comfortable when I'm with her.
♥ She's the best person I could ever ask for.
♥ I'm serious with her.
♥ I WANT something serious with her.
♥ She's the right one for me.
♥ No one is gonna stop me from loving her.
♥ She's that girl for me. xoxo

- I guess this sums up as a reply to you though Ilissa. :D I Love You
! ♥ And no one ELSE. :D

FYI Readers, I'm not deleting the blog.
I'mna keep the blog.
Don't think I'm actually done/fed up with blogging.
Still got the hype to blog. :D
Taking Care.
And God Bless.
LOLOL! =D

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Tuesday, 24 February 2009
So Very Sorry After The Long No Update. Like You've Never Heard That. -.-

I'm irritated and just so FUCKING tired!
Why does college have to be so tiring and hard.
Hard enough I struggled to get out of school,
Now I've got to work my way out of college to.
SIGH! ZZZ
This is just irritating and tension-ising.

Thank god I've got such loving and awesome friends to back me up on things.
They are my rock of support and my breaking point.
No offence to Hamse and the rest of the clique.
I love you guys to death.
And i apologise for the long absence guys.
I've been so busy with college and everything.
You know how things are when you're in your final week of the semester.
Well, i know my last update was like, SUPER long ago.
But at least i try my best to get time and blog.
But these few weeks has been VERY busy.
Assignment due dates, Final Projects and plain sleep.
Well, to all you people out there who read my blog.
Apologise for all my absence.
But I will be back in say,
BY THE END OF THIS WEEK. LOL!
Final week yo.
Now, as I sit in starbucks and finish this blog post.
I'd like to say to everyone.
I LOVE YOU!
LOLOL!
Take care all you people. XOXO!

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Wednesday, 4 February 2009
I'm Not Me. -.-

I'm PISSEEDD Off.
I Don't Think I'm Doing Good.
I Keep Letting My Parents Down.
I Keep Being Annoyed By The Smallest Thing.
My Back Is Being A Bitch With Its Pain.
My Tummy Keeps Bugging Me!
I Neeeed Something To Ease This Pain.
I Miss A Certain Someone SO MUCH?!
But She's Been In Some Drama.
So I Don't Really Blame Her. -.-
I Miss My Care Free Days.
I Practically Am Not Myself Anymore.
Not After I Got Into College.
And I'm Definitely Not Happy With The Way I Am.

I Wish I Could Just Run Away For GOOD!
And Never Come Back To This Place.
I Wish I'd Run Away Somewhere,
Where I'd Be Free To Do Things MYSELF.
And Be Independant At This Age.

And The Worst About All This FUCKED UP SHIT is.
My Birthday is less than a day from now.
AND I Don't Expect Much This Year.
But, Something Thoughtful Will Cheer Me Up.
For A Long Enough Time. -.-
Sigh.

Somehow, I feel this year.
Is just NOT MY YEAR!
And I Need YOU to get out of your drama ASAP!
And come talk to me.
At least for an hour.
It'd make me feel much better than I am now.

Sigh, Thank you for reading.
But I may delete this blog.
Doubt many would read this blog.
I KNOW.
Cos I check the visits very often.
I used to get 70 or more visits before this.
But now i get less than 20.
And practically half of them is me.
Cos I check my blog for any chat updates. -.-

Take Care All.
And Hope You DO Better Than I Will. :D
OkayyThnxByee. -____-

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Wednesday, 21 January 2009
=D Hello Again ALL! =.=

Okayy.
So i've not been updating the blog.
Boohoo.
SUE me then for not updating. PFFT.
LOL!
Okayy, I've been busy college and all.
Especially after the whole incident and what not. -.-
Been hanging out with Roy and Colin more often these days.
Obviously with Hamse, Crys, Syaz, Isabelle, Azrul and Jazreen.
Wicked Group Of Friends.
I mean, like the best among all I've been with. =D
No offence though to all you people. LOL!
So yeah. Recently, J-Shawn told us about this new game.
Its called Left 4 Dead.
Which is like, SO FUCKING AWESOME!
Like, MIND BLASTING?!
:D
Been playing that game for the past few days.
I'm actually obsessed with this shit. -.-
But well, its good actually.
Keeps me from being dead bored at home. LOL!
Anyways, ON A BAD POINT OF VIEW.
I've got assignments piling up to be finished and I rarely have time to sleep. -.-
So, i think i'm gonna stay one whole day.
Finish everything up, and then hand them in. =D

Well, I'm gonna write down the people I miss much.
So, be acknowlegded. I rarely miss people these days.
I think I'm starting to lose my ability to love people more. -__-

Rowena Silva Das.
Randy Swee.
Joshua Aaron Marks.
Daniel Hong.
Hamse.
Crystabelle.
Syazwan.
Isabelle.
Robyn Ng.
Nushka.
Jay.
Evon.
unfortunately Yash.
And alot more people where I doubt you people would know. -.-
Well, going off to play God of War on the PSP.
See you people sometime soon. :D

GoodBYEEE! :D

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Tuesday, 6 January 2009
AS Tagged By Rowena Silva Das. :D

Directions:

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.
You can't tag the person who tagged you.
Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

#1 Rowena Silva Das Is The MOST BESTFRIEND.
#2 If You Don't Like It, Beat It. =D
#3 I Miss Joshua Aaron Marks. :(
#4 I FUCKING Profanit-ise ALOOOTTT.
#5 I Love To Make People LAAAUUGH! :D
#6 Prosperity Is My Game, Success Is My Name. :D
#7
I Scream Alot. :D
#8I Love Making New Friends.
#9 If I Were To Someone Else, I'll Be My Dad.
#10 Cos He's My Hero, Damnit! =D
#11 I Love The Guitar, Drums, and Head Banging. :D
#12 Heavy Metal Calms Me Down, Soft Rock Embarrass Me.
#13 I'm Not Weird, but Just VERY VERY VERY Retarded.
#14 I Make My Own Rules and I Follow Them.
#15 I Honour The "PINKY" Promise. I SERIOUSLY DO!
#16 I Think I'm In LOVE

I Tag :
Roy Lim - Cos He The Braderr. :D
Stephanie - Cos She The Girlfriend to Roy. :D
Crystabelle - Cos She The Best Sister I Never Had. :D
Isabelle - Cos damnit, She The Coolest. :D
Randy - Cos Its Been A While Since I Saw That Bitch. :D

Be Happy With That.
I Had More, But I Forgot Most Of Them! :D

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Friday, 2 January 2009
Tagged By VeeniWTF<3

Instructions. Answer the questions below and put your answers into the numbers below.

Dear (the last person who text messaged you),

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),(Your name)

LETTER MEME INSTRUCTIONS:
1. DO THE "LETTER MEME".
2. TAG NO LESS THAN 5 OTHER PEOPLE.
3. THEN COPY THE "HOW-TO" LETTER MEME, AND FINISH YOUR JOURNAL ENTRY.

1. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SHIRT?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebabs - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In woman's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR SOCKS?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot- Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Black- My best friend
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen-pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa Doesn't Exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyed - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. WHAT'S THE COLOUR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?
Yellow - Your love letters
White - Your ring
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your best friend
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. THE LAST LETTER IN YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whiskey - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. TO WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ON A VACATION?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Boo-hoo now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Dear Jin<3,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser. I think I realized it last year with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget to ruin the second world war.

Greetings To Your Freaky Family.
Janus David.


Jin, This Isn't True, Its Just A Boring Survey. LOLOL!
Have Fun In Hong Kong Lovely Girl. <3

And I Tag..
ANYONEE!!! :D

Happpy New Years Guys. :D xoxo

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Saturday, 20 December 2008
Steffy Like, Tagged Me! :D

Like, Tagged Dohh!

1) Do you think you're hot?
I Think I'm Average? :s LOL!

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!

3)Why do you like that picture? I Like To Pee Pee? :s LOLOL!

4)When was the last time you ate pizza? Quite Sometime Back It Has Been. LOL!

5)The last song you listened to?
Mustang Sally - Creedence Clearwater Revival.

6)What are you doing right now besides this? Chatting On MSN and Stonning Around.

7)What name would you prefer besides yours? Definitely Not Jane.

People i tag :

1) Rowena Silva Das
2) Randy Swee
3) Roy Lim
4)
Yash
5) Suzanne Tey

8)Who is number 1?
Like, The Most Bestest Best Friend. EVER?!

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with? That Kid. He Likes Someone. Thats All I Know. For Now. :D

10)Say something about number 5? She's The Closest Friend In High School Till Now!

11)How about number 4? Kawan Sejati Hidup. :D

12)Who is number 2?
My Younger. Well, Not Literally. LOL!

13)Say something the person who tag you.
Wicked Friend! Steffy For Good. LOL!


Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Some Tag, :] ENJOYY.

Rules & Regulations:
1. Do not copy answers.
2. The tag questions must be 100%.
3. Tag people after doing tag.
4. No tagging back.

I tag anyone who wants to do this.

1. Rowena Silva Das
2. Robyn Ng
3. Randy Swee
4. Roy Lim
5. Colin Lim
6. Yash
7. Ness
8. Mitra
9. Nithyaa

1. How do you know 1? Through Friendster. I added her. Wicked Shit Man!

2. What would you do if you never met 2? It wouldn't be as fun as it would be? :D

3. What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you? HEAVENS NO! LOLOL! It would be the weirdest day.

4. Do you think 7 is attractive? Attractive in her own ways. :D She has features.

5. Do you know anything about 8's family? Not much. I know she has elder siblings. And I'm her "abang". XD

6. Tell me something about 9. She's closest person i know. Care much about her. <3

7. What language does 2 speak? English, Malay, and Chinese i guess.

8. Who is 3 going out with? Single kot. Ask him la. Not so sure. :S

9. How old is number 4? Roy? 18, so am I. LOL!

10. 5? Same lahh. Twins la they.

11. Who is 6 favourite singer? Tarak tau. She has alot. Seriously. But ultimately, Kanye i guess. :D

12. 7? Many many worr. =D

13. Is 8 single? Last I heard from. :D

14. What is 9 last name? I give you full name. Nithyaa Anne Samandra.

15. Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? :D Yes I Have. And I Love Her The Very The Much. <3

16. Which school does 2 go to? MGS. All Girl School. Drama Sial.

17. What do you like about 3? How he cares for me. LOL! ILoveThatBeetch. :d

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Friday, 12 December 2008
He Is The Brother. =D

I Hate J-Shawn.
MAFAKA going to europe.
And leaving me behind.
Maaaaakichoot.
But then again,
I Love That Asswipe, Dickhead Bitch.
He needs this trip as much as he can get.
A little getting away should be appropriate I guess.


Be Well, Beeetchh!
You know, you got my back.
And Yash's too.
Love You J-Shawn.
Fucking Gay DOHH!
HAHA!
But, The FUCK I CARE?!


Sunday, 7 December 2008
:] Yennadeii.

Alright.
So its sunday today.
Not surprised though.
But for fucks I care.
I'm on break people!
HAHA! =D
If you all are like, feeling bored at home or whatever.
Believe me when I say this, I know how you feel.
Call me whenever you wanna hang out or whatever.
And I mean the people around me.
Anyone? -_- Please..?
Well, I spent my last days of college well.
Hung out with Roy and Colin.
And a few other people.
Playing pool and what not.
Wicked Shit Right There Man?!
Sigh, Well, Ness stayed over last night.
Taking her out to Euphoria.
Cos since like I owe it to her after SPM and what not.
So this is like, a ONE TIME DEAL. OKAYY!
LOLOL!
Just took my shower before updating the blog.
Which definitely has been a long time since I did so.
-__- Busy la people. Can you blame me?
Last week of college tau.
And well, I'm gonna be staying over at Hamse's House.
Mentari Court MASUUKKK!
LOLOL!
Check out the next update for pictures and whatever la.
Peace People?!

<3


Thanks For Being There.
That Day Was Wicked Shit.



Thursday, 27 November 2008
Well, Another Outing. Biasa lahh.

Alright Well.
I met new friends who study in Taylor's College right.
These guys are Daniel and Leslie.
BOTH MEN! LOLOL!
I LOVE You LESLIE. HAHA
Well, this is gonna be a short post.
Cos' its like raining FUCKING COWS & GOATS here.
Spent the day by skipping class in the afternoon.
Went to Asia Cafe, played two hours of pool.
Went chick hunting. PFFT!
Seriously, ROY was desperate.
Like Seriously wehh. LOL!
Then got bored in Asia.
Left to Daniel's car.
NAUTICA MASUKK!
Drove all the way to Klang.
Disturbed everyone on the highway.
We were all FUCKING Retards.
I Swear To God wehh.
Then, had a certain vain moment.
Took pictures.
Dropped me home.
And they left me alone.
-____-'
And now,
The Pictures.
TheFRIGGINAwesome Shiz-Nit Shots.
LOLOL!

27th November

You Guys Figure Out lahh
I Rather Not Answer For You.
LOLOL!

Over-Excited, Over-Joyed.
Over-Winded. LOLOL!

Seriously Random.
And, IDK!
HAHA!

Half Of Him. LOL!
Daniel. You The Bomb Man!

The Whole Gang.
Aside Leslie and Half of Colin.
LOLOL!

You Know How I Roll.
LOLOL!

Seriously,
I Have No Idea What Colin Was Doing.
And That Leslie in Red. =D

Enjoying The Wind?
-___-

28 November

Hung Out With Them Again.
Went Walking.
Walked Out Of Pyramid.
Met Another Bunch Of New Friends. -_-
HAHA!
And went for dinner together with Roy and Colin.
With Mom and Joshua. LOLOL!
SUEZIEE!
Woots. o.O
HAHA! Thats another story.
Lovely GIRL!
=D

Don't Ask Why My Face Is Like That.
Blame Colin. HAHA!

Had Korean Dinner With Them.
Texted Suezie While Eating.
WICKED!! HAHA! =D

Okayy, Thats pretty much the shit that went down.
Hope you had fun reading.
LOL!
Drool and Envy us.
HAHA!
I Love You Guys.
Goodnight, and Sleep Tight? HAHA!
Whatever la.
Taking Cares.


P.S. : I think i'm in love again. HAHA!
BYEE!!!


BYYEEE!!
=D

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Saturday, 8 November 2008
Random Much!

Sangat Random Wehh! LOLOL!

Click on the picture and see la. HAAH! =D
I also don't know why I'm blogging about this. Haha!
See Her PM. HAHA!

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