I Perish In Gold. But Love Through Black.
I Perish Through Gold,
But Love Through Black.
Wednesday, 4 February 2009
I'm Not Me. -.-

I'm PISSEEDD Off.
I Don't Think I'm Doing Good.
I Keep Letting My Parents Down.
I Keep Being Annoyed By The Smallest Thing.
My Back Is Being A Bitch With Its Pain.
My Tummy Keeps Bugging Me!
I Neeeed Something To Ease This Pain.
I Miss A Certain Someone SO MUCH?!
But She's Been In Some Drama.
So I Don't Really Blame Her. -.-
I Miss My Care Free Days.
I Practically Am Not Myself Anymore.
Not After I Got Into College.
And I'm Definitely Not Happy With The Way I Am.

I Wish I Could Just Run Away For GOOD!
And Never Come Back To This Place.
I Wish I'd Run Away Somewhere,
Where I'd Be Free To Do Things MYSELF.
And Be Independant At This Age.

And The Worst About All This FUCKED UP SHIT is.
My Birthday is less than a day from now.
AND I Don't Expect Much This Year.
But, Something Thoughtful Will Cheer Me Up.
For A Long Enough Time. -.-
Sigh.

Somehow, I feel this year.
Is just NOT MY YEAR!
And I Need YOU to get out of your drama ASAP!
And come talk to me.
At least for an hour.
It'd make me feel much better than I am now.

Sigh, Thank you for reading.
But I may delete this blog.
Doubt many would read this blog.
I KNOW.
Cos I check the visits very often.
I used to get 70 or more visits before this.
But now i get less than 20.
And practically half of them is me.
Cos I check my blog for any chat updates. -.-

Take Care All.
And Hope You DO Better Than I Will. :D
OkayyThnxByee. -____-

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